Not special lyrics
Fill my lungs with drugs
I don't care at all
I don't care at all
I don't care
I'm just an idiot who thought he was special to you
But I'm not, I'm accepting that fact
It's a weight on my back
It's all turning to black
I need a little more wine to talk
I need a little more red to numb
I need a little more life to go
I need a little more death to go
Turn off all the lights as I die inside
One pill for each kiss you erase from your mind
My love is dead
I don't know what to do
I don't want to pretend
I'm not in love with you
I'll never love the same
There's shadows in my room
Fill my lungs with this pain
I cannot breathe for you
I'm just an idiot who thought he was special to you
But I'm not, I'm accepting that fact
It's a weight on my back
It's all turning to black
I need a little more wine to talk
I need a little more red to numb
I need a little more life to go
I need a little more death to go
