I've been followin the rules, one after another
I'm not gettin nothin, I am just a sucker
And I know that, but I keep followin my own path
The prob's that I've been walkin without lookin forward
And I lost in a kinda gloom, I can't even find a room
Prayin every nite, to my only god, the Moon
I'm tryna find the truth, lookin through the mask
I am trapped inside a loop
Cause I keep askin myself if this is what I always wanted to be
I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear
But god, if I can't, what am I spposed to be livin for?
Cause I keep askin myself if I wanna go back to before
Lately, the nites are feeling a little longеr
And I ain't got nobody to bother
I guess I'm becomin strongеr, stronger
There was a day when I called her
And I realized she was no more there
I guess I just wanted to be okay
Cause I keep askin myself if this is what I always wanted to be
I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear
But god, if I can't, what am I spposed to be livin for?
Cause I keep askin myself if I wanna go back to before
Cause I keep askin myself if this is what I always wanted to be
I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear
But god, if I can't, what am I spposed to be livin for?
Cause I keep askin myself if I wanna go back to before, yeah
