Verse 1
I can swim but I’m always drowning
Watch the waves as they get so tall
All my fear keeping me surrounded
Feel like I haven’t changed at all
Consequences of all my choices
Tryna play with this hand I dealt
Is their silence from all these voices
I need help...
Pre Chorus
But all my friends they make me feel like I am
Living in a different reality
And all my sins, just leave me disappointed
Could I escape from this depravity?
Chorus
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
All of my scars been healed but they come back at me
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
Verse 2
Oh, I realize it's so ironic
The more that I find the more I’m lost
I got vices just like narcotics
They grow bigger til I feel small
Thought I would’ve seen progress by now
In the fire think I might melt
I could use a little advice now
Please send help
Pre Chorus
But all my friends they make me feel like I am
Living in a different reality
And all my sins, just leave me disappointed
Could I escape from this depravity?
Chorus
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
[Why do I feel like this?
All of my scars been healed but they come back at me
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
[Why do I feel like this?
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
Bridge
I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic
I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic
Chorus
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
[Why do I feel like this?
All of my scars been healed but they come back at me
[I hate this
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
[Why do I feel like this?
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
