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In this house thats not a home its my hell
If ur so smart than why do u need my help
Were not one the same it took u long enough to figure out
But still u remain my life line
I said im cold in the heart
She said she ain't scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell
December lights reveal me in this white snow
Peel me and wear my skin if u get cold
Why when we die it’s different from animals
Just use my body to warm u up while u get close
I met this bitch from Chicago she taught me some lessons I never would need ok
Yea I was fucking but she wasn’t loving on me she was getting her nut this way
Now I put a pill in this soda I need me a guard when im grinding my teeth ok
I was a junkie and broke now I stack up my money but still its no sober days
Everybody holds pain
Deep in this sonder I swear I relate
Uh
When all this love for u fades
What will u think of the time u wasted now
Truthfully im ok
But its the truth for me and not they
Deep inside of my brain
I wonder if ive become what I hate
Taste what ive made for us two after going out late
All these drugs we abused make me scared of my fate
Im too deep to be saved
Im too drunk to be shamed
Some random fucked me and I pretended they had your face
I said im cold in the heart
She said she ain't scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell
