11 lyrics
Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day
Girl to see u this way
Its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at homе
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself
Out thе sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face
Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him
Girl to see u this way
Its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face
