Intro
Zachy BeanPole
Yeah, ZGM
Verse 1
Eminem
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I’m not sure if I should say this, f**k, I’ll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase
I dunno if it’s a phase, I just wanna feel okay
Yeah, I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a f**kin’ phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Before chorus 1
Eminem, Zachy BeanPole
Yeah, I struggle with this bullsh*t every day
And it’s prolly cuz my demons simultaneously rage
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
Chorus
Zachy BeanPole
Cuz I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a nonbeliever
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular, popular monster
Verse 2
Eminem
I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I’m in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the f**k will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin’, every second that I waste
Is another second closer to a blessing I won’t take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it’s not a f**king stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Before chorus 2
Eminem, Zachy BeanPole
M********ker, now you got my attention
I needa change a couple things cuz something is missing
And if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
Every single f**king day, I get closer to the grave
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
Chorus
Zachy BeanPole
Cuz I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a nonbeliever
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular, popular freaking monster
Bridge
Eminem, Zachy BeanPole
Yeah, here we go again, m********ker, oh
We’re sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a God that you don’t believe
You're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So, the question I ask is, oh, where the f**k is your God now?
Chorus
Zachy BeanPole
Cuz I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a nonbeliever
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular, popular monster
Outro
Zachy BeanPole
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a nonbeliever
I’m a popular popular monster