Forever – L DRAMA
Genre Pop, Rap, Uk, Uk Rap

LYRIC
Forever

Do you ever feel you can’t even get out of bed?
I’ve got this doctor tryna’ feed me all these meds'
See I’m the solder who’s at war with his own head
They said I’m talking to the best but this call has caused me stress
And I’m sure I’m not depressed and I’m all for your advice
But I’m awful sometimes if you talk to me while I’m
Tryna' sort all what’s inside I’ll be a dick to you, I might
Try to tell you I’m fine, but this space is mine
And I don’t want to speak so just please
Let me breathe, who’s tеxting me?
My brain acting like it’s amphetaminе'd'
And it pesters me and It says to me
Relentlessly there’s a remedy
For the pain I’ve tried to desperately erase
But biochemistry remains to say the same
I ain’t kidding like a vasectomy
This shit is real but somehow it’s feeding the energy
To push myself like depression had bettered me
Made me the soldier but no one holds ya'
When you’re lying in this cemetery

If I’m the solder
Then I’m the burn
And I’m the pain
I am the hurt
If I’m that try hard, If I’m just a nobody
I am the underdog
I am the words
That come out of my mouth
Like spewing venom
I am the sound of the coming Armageddon
I’m the shiver down all the spines of momentum
I am relentless
I am forever
I work this dead end job everyday and I can’t face
Another day stuck in the rut under paid
On this fucking wage that the manager shoved in my face
This is back when I was just a teen and suddenly
The fun in me was stuck on ordering machines
You think that’s where I wanna be?
Tryna' deal with baby screams?
While this dude is blaming me for not giving his receipt
I beg you god get me out of here I can’t be on this road
I can’t be falling back on mumma' every time that I’m broke
I wasted hours just pissing 'round with my friends on the phone
You won’t regret it, you know
You wanna get it? then go
You’ll be a cog in their machine if you just sit here alone
You can’t be crying no more, this soldier never comes home
This soldier’s never afraid, this soldier’s Doubted again
But in his chest hides the Monster that will never be tamed
He’s got ammo, that he’s ready to unleash on the game
Cos he’s the candle, on the mantle now we’re tipping the flame
I say

If I’m the solder
Then I’m the burn
And I’m the pain
I am the hurt
If I’m that try hard, If I’m just a nobody
I am the underdog
I am the words
That come out of my mouth
Like spewing venom
I am the sound of the coming Armageddon
I’m the shiver down all the spines of momentum
I am relentless
I am forever
Back in the day in school I used to flunk every class
Remember when I used to rock back on my chair and just laugh?
I told the teachers I’d make it and they can suck on my naked anus
I hate this stupid school of haters painting my ass
Out, to be a pain in the ass while, they graded me last
I’ve, been looking back on this, I’m facing my past
And now I’m starting to doubt, maybe I need 'plan B'
Maybe this whole thing is much bigger than me
Cos I’m a rapper that can't even afford to sponsor a post
Sports Direct, knows that’s where I get all my clothes
Now I’m out here and I’m broke tryna' get this Peugeot to go
And I’m tryna' push it with these Nikey's that are so fucking soaked
And I’ll smile in the mirror while my teeth are yellow
My bunk-beds creak so while you sleep, I don’t
That’s the way that it goes, that's soldier alone
Who’s gotta start on this path
So welcome to the show

If I’m the solder
Then I’m the burn
And I’m the pain
I am the hurt
If I’m that try hard, If I’m just a nobody
I am the underdog
I am the words
That come out of my mouth
Like spewing venom
I am the sound of the coming Armageddon
I’m the shiver down all the spines of momentum
I am relentless
I am forever

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