I dress all my fears in camouflage
Hard to know what’s real and what is not
Run away to lose my train of thought
It always finds a way of catching up
Now i’m turning 23
Still working out who I should be
And I wonder if I’ll ever fit the shoes picked out for me
And I thought that I’d grow out of it
And sometimes could’ve sworn I almost did
And everytime I’m starting to change
I get so close and get in my way
What if I, I never grow out of it
I guess there comes a point you come to terms
It’s just the part of me that I’m still learning
Sometimes I just wish it didn’t hurt
Maybe then I’d be a different person
Still hopе by 24 or 5
I won’t be anxious all the time
Cos’ i’vе never felt so far away
For somewhere down the line
And I thought that I’d grow out of it
And sometimes could’ve sworn I almost did
And everytime I’m starting to change
I get so close and get in my way
What if I, I never grow out of it
What If I don’t grow
What if I, What if I
What If I can’t grow
What if I, What if I
What if I don’t grow
What if I, What if I
What If I can’t grow
Grow out of it
